Eternal Sunshine

Not sure how to feel right now…

I’m sitting in AP Comparative Government learning about the Chinese government…we’re supposed to be doing a webquest, reading about China’s constitution, media, propoganda posters…

Everyone is pointing and laughing and mocking their new findings. The teacher kept calling me out and asking me questions about things and I would answer humorously only to realize, “Oh shit I just made us Chinese look even worse…” Great learning environment the instructor is creating by saying things like, “I knew you guys would be amused by this so I just had to do it. Isn’t that funny?” No, I’m not amused.

In two weeks we’re going to the Chinese embassy for a field trip…I dread the myriad of judgements that are coming my/our way. I’m suffocating with annoyance and drowning in their sea of ignorance.